I'm Insane.

Hey Brick wall, it's been awhile,

how have you been?

You always had a knack of knowing

when to pop up; when to be seen.

Well, Life? Well, that ol' bugger

has been messin' with my head again.

Swingin' me like a crazy carousel

from tears, to smiles to pains.

Asking me relentlessly about my wants

my needs and the inbetweens

Boring  holes in my mind and chest,

searching for my and it's own meaning

Well ,'I don't know' seems to be

my reluctant friend of late

And sometimes I wish I could

have a decent cup o' tea with Fate

Discuss about Life, Love and 

all the others that steal my nights

In the hopes of finding a step-by-step answer to 

my prayers or at least a guide?

 Well, Brick wall, it seems Fate made other

plans so it's up to me again

And you're just doing what you do best,

laughing at me like I'm Insane.

-JU-

My Ol' Scribbles - Design Tees

I was doing some stuff at work and decided to put up some of my ol' scribbles on my blog. Hope it lookie goodie.

These and more designs are still selling on www.ldshopz.com .
Good times.

At my own pace.

Life - a seemingly endless cycle

of deja vus

Same smiles, same fears,

the return of the blues

At another crossroad I see

myself standing

These empty roads I just

seem to keep crossing

Haven't I seen these

same arrows?

Those signs look so familiar

begging me to follow

Awaiting at the end of  every decision

a patient 'should-have' &'maybe'

Hoping for yesterdays to return,

I stay still, refusing to breathe.

Alas, time passes by tickling

my wants and needs

So with every hesitant step,

I choose this turn into this street.

One glance of gratitude to the

yesterdays that stand behind me

I move into the future

groping in the darkness of uncertainty

Through the blues, a smile spreads

on my face.

Tomorrow might be hiding but I'll 

find it at my own pace.

-JU-

True OMG moment

Feel good.

Life has been pretty incredible lately. My emotions, my thoughts are slowly settling down.
I seem to be slowly getting into the balance of things. The best part is that I was able to do that was because I
started listening to my surroundings. I realized that the answers are always around.
I don't mean to get all cryptic and yoda-ish but it's defo the trutho.
I learnt about patience and communication in all relationships when couples and friends around me start breaking up. I seriosly think that there's something in the Air. Oh well. At least my head's getting less foggy.

I'm looking forward to some stuff.

First on the list : MindEdge!
That's right. I recently got hired at MindEdge to be a trainer and now I'm a trainee trainer (make sense?). Well I love it! It's all about the mind (duh!). The motivation. Mostly for children. At first, it seemed alil odd because it appeared very step ford wife-like. The others are always so hyped up and so positive. Then, I realized that it's because I was just very apprehensive to the idea of positivity. Because negativity seems more probable then being around nice positive energy. Well a change of mindset is all that's needed. Great stuff too!
When I told my friends about it, all of em said this - So You!. I love it!


Next on the things-to-be-excited-about list: The White Party!
It's a party I take very seriously since I got the best gift ever on the last party! And it's gona be HUGE this year. And of course I need to lose weight course it beach themed. That's the not-so-exciting-part. Bleagh.


OH MY GOD! I need to tell y'all this!
My friend went to Pulau Pangkil Kecil for a company retreat. And you're asking. What the hell is this place?
How good could it really be?
Well check it out - The WHOLE island was rented out to these 10 people. And the photos that came back were amazing! Of course for a mere 6k. No Biggie. HAHAHAH
Check it out your self!http://www.pangkil.com/


Here's a teaser..I want go!