Graduation and Strength

Today is Graduation Day.

A beautiful celebration for three years.

Bach of Applied Social Science (Sports and Performance Sp)

Sounds really fancy doesn't it?

Then why all I can think about is the shopping I'm gona go to with my Mum after that.

Weird.

My stomach is stumbling not because i'm a grad.

It's because I'm afraid of losing you.

I'm afraid of all the dreams and hopes being dashed.

I'm afraid that the one time I managed to break through myself,

I might lose myself again.

Good luck with what ever it is you have to do.

But alas, it's a celebration. Feels more like the opening of a bottle of wine

that's been kept for years. Finally I feel that things will start happening for me.

Good or bad. Pleasant or ugly. 

Things are definitely gona happen.

All I pray for is Strength. To still smile amidst my pain.

Because my smile might help another soul and I never want to give up the chance to help another.

And you. I pray for you.