New year. New Everything.

2010 has been one of those years that alot of things just happened. Alot of revelations and a lot of realizations. The crime rate in Malaysia is sky rocketing. Wikileaks did us all a favor by giving evidence of the nonsense we are already aware of. The wars just carried on even though troops were called back. Did MJ die this year too? A lot of people died this year, didn't they? Natural disasters continued unleashing holy terror on the poorest of us lot. Someone managed to express art on our MRT train. So many more deaths happen in sunny Singapore. Singaporeans pretended that the recent spate of gangster scenes were a new thing. A lot more people are going nude. I think cause the weather's going crazy. And more. I became more liberated from my old self. I became more aware of who I was. Relationships changed. Emotions discovered. And I put on massive weight. And did I mention that I got a new job? Yes I did. Right smack in the industry I'v always wanted to enter. Thank you 2010 for this spiritual journey. Although I am apprehensive about 2011 cause I can feel that something massive is going to happen. Life changing. We'll see. Cause you know that with a sense of humour, even death is another part on the comic strip.

blog-a-gogo test

I just totally adore the iPhone. Because it seriosly makes everything easier; although I still am getting used to auto correction this phone. I stopped using it for a while and I realized that the state of my grammar, spelling and typing skills are truly atrocious. Any I got this free App to pen my thoughts on the go and that's awesome. I always have thoughts at the unsuspecting of times and I can not seem to remember anything these days. I swear laziness is truly a medical issue. Or at least I think it does more harm than the common flu ( which is going around by the way). So I hope with this device, I will be to blog more often and let you in on my meaningless boring life that is mostly built on random unnecessary thoughts. Hopefully. If I were you, I wouldn't hold my breath. Then Again I'm not you so I don't really care if you die. My fucking stomach is killing me after the gym session and house cleaning! Sneezing is the one thing I don't wana do now.

Cam Whore Desires.

Is it strange that I'm having desires to actually document my life through photographs on facebook? Is it strange that I'm NOT a teenager and want to do that?Hmmm..

You might ask me the reasons behind by sudden desire to lock memory into images and I will tell you this - because everyone is doing it! I'm not even kidding.
I seems like every tom, dick, harry, jane and diana is clicking their life story away and organizing them into albums. And somehow it makes their life more exciting and fun filled. Whereas, my facebook album is not all that exciting, not to mention the very unflattering photos some of my buddies take but tag me on them anyway.
These experiences have taught me to celebrate my flawless (since that's the sure-est thing I have now).

Anyway, I might be getting my own smart phone - the beautiful Iphone4 because of the munificent nature Starhub. I received a $200 voucher in my mail and since my mobile line has coincidently also expired, time to upgrade (Just like Beyonce like to sing it "Let me upgrade youuuu").

And I'm guessing documenting my life is going to be more of a breeze. But then again it's me and if you know anything about me is that I am always late, I don't remember dates and I have the attention span of a dead fish.
So let's see if my cam whoring desires are true or one of those teenager-ish phase thingys. Cos you are never too old for them!

My Pursuit of Knowledge

When you are caught in the in-between stages of life, you begin to wonder.

Wonder about who you are, your goals, your purpose.

Wonder about your bonds - with yourself and all that surrounds you.

I have been thinking about that a lot.

What is my purpose? 

Of course, there is no definite answer to that unless The Divine Energy agrees to an interview.

And you know there's a long Q for that!

So I did my own 'research'. Well, more like soul-search. But let's not get technical.

After thinking long and hard (which in itself is a painful process for my evidently lazy mind), I realized my pursuit in life is Knowledge. 

Not money. Not fame. Not people.Although, I am not going to deny those.

Knowledge - the continuous discovery of self and all that surrounds us.

My body is a vessel that houses the soul. The soul is enriched with knowledge. However, knowledge only becomes relevant when it is transferred. Much like energy. I think everything is about Energy. And Energy is the vehicle that allows us to feel, learn, act, think and believe. And Energy cannot be destroyed.

I know... It sounds so UN-scientific and totally wack to the likes of Tom Cruise and his scientologist pals.

And I'm sure this belief of mine can spark a massive debate. Which will be super fun to watch.

Well, you got to know how I started this idea. I have always been a some-what spiritual being. No.. I do not channel the Gods; secretly I feel they would lose all respect if they channeled through me.

I was more of the 'Positive Energy' sorta person. The Karma sorta person. I think you get the idea. 

So what happened was that, when I was doing my usual training gig for students on Saturdays, I asked what they would like to be when they grow up. Of course, 12 year olds don't know what they going to do that evening itself, so naturally I got tons of smart mouth remarks and some really blur looks. 

So I asked them ' what do you like to do?'. Of course, I got the usual 'I like to eat' and 'I like to make people cry' - which reiterates my idea of tweens; they are plain mean!

But what sparked in me was when I asked them, I realized that I was posing that question to myself. As I enter another chapter of my life, the question becomes more relevant. 

Well one thing is for sure, I love to talk. And more than that I love to learn. (yes, say it! I'm a NERD!)

In the course of my life, I forgot what brought true happiness in my life. Learning and transferring that knowledge. Being a teacher would be perfect you say? But no, I'm not talking about Chemistry; I'm talking about Learning life lessons. 

So I went back to the core of who I am and the what I've believed for so long but just never referred to it like an old textbook. Knowledge is what I yearn for. And Sharing it gives me joy; gives me a fulfillment I never found anywhere else.

So here I am finally realizing where my life is heading. What my purpose could be (of course we never know for sure right? What if I was created to be a super housewife?). 

My pursuit is knowledge and my purpose is to transfer that knowledge.

So I started to learn about letting go. About transferring energy. About converting the negative to positive. I started to learn to unclutter the mess that has accumulated in my brain. 

Knowledge, like love, is nothing if it is not transferred. Not only by mere words but by actions. My knowledge will allow me to understand how I can help someone else. 

So I keep learning and filling my soul with knowledge and looking for ways to share that.

At the end of the days, the one thing that your soul will bring with it to the next world is not materials but the knowledge that has enriched it.

I am no philosopher; nor yogi. I haven't done my studies and I doubt we're able to gather evidence.

My belief is to guide me to be the better person that I am today.

Isn't that what all good beliefs help you do? - Empowerment.

Sounding alot like what John Lennon would say huh?

“Knowledge is of no value unless you put it into practice.”

Anton Chekhov

It is impossible to love and be wise.-- Francis Bacon

What is love?
This question has been popping up lately.

Of course, if you know anything about me, you'll

know that I alway ask questions.

How did the concept of God came around?

What is at the bottom of the Oceans?

Who prescribed certain roles to the different genders?

you know, the usual.

The day I stop thinking is when I truly die.

So I naturally came to the age-old question

of love in which we are all undoubtedly too young

to answer but still never too tired to search.
And I'm zero-ing in on the 'romantic love'.what ever that means...

And when you have a question, what do you do?

GOOGLE IT!

and that's what I did.

I typed in 'what is love?'

with the little flicker of hope that 

I would find MY answer to the question. 

About.com: 

Love is based on caring, friendship, commitment and trust. When you are in love it is as if you have your best most trusted friend at your side AND you feel physically attracted to them. It is the best of both worlds!

Well it does seem simple enough. But then...
Why is it not a satisfying enough answer? 
So next step: Look at the Science of Love.
This website rocks for that.


Let me share some of the excerpts that my brain selectively chose to remember. 

• Psychologists have shown it takes between 90 seconds and 4 minutes to decide if you fancy someone  - This only means speed dating filters out the best from the 'okay bunch' because of the time limit. 
•  Psychologists think we need this rose-tinted view. It makes us want to stay together to enter the next stage of love – Attachment. (That's after Lust and Attraction, of course)
• Oxytocin - The cuddle hormone (you got to read this one to believe it!)

So there it is. My little research that really amounts to not much.


Maybe this graph can help.



And I always believe that a great presentation ALWAYS has a kick-ass music.
(Cos I'm so 'funkay' like that!)

BABIES!

Alot of realisations. 

My fears are resurfacing.

I'm battling detachment.

It's as if i'm pulled inside out

for a thorough cleansing.

So what did I do?

Well amongst other more 

relevant things, I bought a netbook.

And I'm loving it!

I'm also dealing with spirituality.

Cleaning the soul with a 'detergent'

that I'm yet to find.

But I figured that the old saying of 'happiness outside,

means clean inside' is a good place to start.

So I'm tryna clear the body. And like an old dog that refuses a good bath,

My body's screaming at me to get back to life of Toxic pleasure.

But so far, I'm doing good. I think. 

And there are some movies I thought might help my soul.

I wana watch this, only cause the book rocked and I think JR is a perfect human being

(& I love the way this poster was taken!)

And I'm gona watch this today cause my Bio Clock is going crazy!

You tell me how to not wana watch!

*giggle*

Big girls you are beautiful!

I sometimes wish, time would hurry up.

This limbo stage is driving me alil over the edge. 

And All I would like to do is just go into a deep sleep and never come out.

But you know what, I'm done brooding. 

Since I have all this time to do reflection. That's exactly what i'll do.

REFLECT!

Maybe do a stupid thing or two. I don't know.

Our lives and people around us taught us to worry so much ALL the blardy time

that I don't wish to do that anymore.

La vie est bon! Cause life is good my friends.

And since death is assured, let's not worry about the lil details like pain and sufferings.

heehee.

And I'm also learning to accept my big boned beautiful structure after many years. 

And you know who's giving me that kick in the rear end outa the insecurity zone:-

Say it with me lovelies - Big is Beautiful! As long as I'm healthy and will be there for my loves.

And I've got a new obsession - Gossip girls! Not the show but the blog. But I have to say, I puked in my mouth a bit when I saw this annoying lil penguin:-

Ladies and Gentlemen (besides running for your damn lives!) I think I should introduce to you Reality TV's weirdest creature - Snooki. 

Anyway me back to work. 

Seeya

Peace Love and lotsa Ice Cream!

Fat is goood!

I have to say this -

My FAV 'PostSecret' post ever!

Leave me alone.

I <3 alone time with happy juice.

Crunch Time.

That's me. 10 days. Four workshops. Super Trainer! 

Powerpoint's going to be new best friend. 

It's been ages since I used it.

In Poly - when I was rushing a presentation on Impressionist Art.

Good Times.

Well. Wish me luck world.

I'm still mad as hell.

OMG.
I heard the most emotional song that I connected to.
I love Dixie Chicks.
As weird as that sounds to many - An India girl loving country music by Dixie Chicks.
But the song is just soo.. sigh..

The Stubborn Reality.

It's like closing a chapter.
It's painful.
Really very painful.
But I've hung on for too long.
All the times when I felt suffocated.
I knew I had to leave.
But nothing prepared me for the pain.
I cannot put into words the extent of the hurt.
Walking away from a dream is the last thing I ever imagined myself to do.
But yet again, reality had its way.

But more than anything, it feels like a new beginning.
I feel scared but yet liberated.
I never knew that the ecstacy of liberation can come with immense heart wrenching pain.
I refuse to talk about it too much.
Cause talking about only pulls me backwards.
What is done, is decided, is done.
Now I need to live with my decision.
All I ask of the Divine is to guide me into this journey of tomorrow.
Of unknown.
And to give me the strength to not crumble beneath the weight of the
pain that wraps me every night.
Mostly, I ask of her the ability sleep.
Even if it's in between sobs.

I think a few months away from all these will do me some good.
A few months on my own will help me feel better about myself
and maybe heal all the hurt that I've tried to hide.

Visual Participation.

I know I haven't been here for ages and there's ton to 

update.

BUT for now, I'm gona go all visual and put up the stuff 

I'm part of.

Enjoy.

 

And these are my designs.

I'm still exploring to expand my portfolio.

I don't know what i'm going to use it for but hey! one never knows!

 

A Quik-E - 

26th June 2010 @ Old School@Mt Sophia , 1400hrs ons.

freshARTproject Artist Showcase @ Flea Titans V!

come come come

The Advertising Mogul in me.

I took a couple of random pics from 

 

which helps you generate pictures which other people put up on their livejournals 

and spent quality working hours, defacing them. 

And it's actually very therapeutic.

I highly reccomend it when you need a spirit up-lifter in the middle of a boring 

Tuesday with an aching shoulder.

Stupid Masseuse. Stupid Knot. Stupid Pain. Another Story.

Anyway my contribution to the world of aimless art.

 

Beautiful.

 I couldn't find the elton john version but this cheesy video is sappy enough.
Love the lyrics.
Speaks volumes.

And because when you ask, for you - a thousand times over I will.

One day.

And there are lines upon my face
From a lifetime of smiles
When the time comes to embrace
For one long last while
We can laugh about
How time really flies
We won't say good-bye
Cause' true love never dies...
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes

Delayed Response.

First years earlier.

Five years later.

Older. Still same ol drunks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARLI!

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It's alil painful. But i'm too tired to tell anyone.

I'm too tired to explain. 

Too tired for anything.

But fighting is my only option.

Unless you give up.

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Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars?

I could use a wish right now, a wish right now.

Before I felt loss.

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I saw this ten-year-old on BBC knowledge's Amazing Ten Year Olds.

She got no nose, skin burnt, no hair. 

and she's ten year old and in a mainstream school. 

I have nothing to complain about.

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Graduation and Strength

Today is Graduation Day.

A beautiful celebration for three years.

Bach of Applied Social Science (Sports and Performance Sp)

Sounds really fancy doesn't it?

Then why all I can think about is the shopping I'm gona go to with my Mum after that.

Weird.

My stomach is stumbling not because i'm a grad.

It's because I'm afraid of losing you.

I'm afraid of all the dreams and hopes being dashed.

I'm afraid that the one time I managed to break through myself,

I might lose myself again.

Good luck with what ever it is you have to do.

But alas, it's a celebration. Feels more like the opening of a bottle of wine

that's been kept for years. Finally I feel that things will start happening for me.

Good or bad. Pleasant or ugly. 

Things are definitely gona happen.

All I pray for is Strength. To still smile amidst my pain.

Because my smile might help another soul and I never want to give up the chance to help another.

And you. I pray for you.

Natural Mystics.

soul-saving at only $8. 

even has two CDs.

Mobile Memories.

Decided to get alil arty farty with my company's new excitement!

______________________________

void deck conversation starters.

these fliers were placed at the table bestie and me were discussing Life.

____________________________

see you at the SOPRANO.

for the love of life, food, wine and good tasting Affogato.

Pinkdot, Fears,Tears & Hope.

Whoohoo!

LD Shopz is part of the Pinkdot.sg event.

We're doing their tees!

Check their stuff (and our new website!) out at www.ldshzop.com.

Part of the proceeds is will go to the team that put in time and effort to stage such a spectacular event.

Amazing stuff. We were part of it last year as the public and to be involved this year 

is just an awesome feeling. Good times.

I have to admit, I'm such a sap. I saw video and choked up.

I know the feeling of everyday wondering if it's social conditioning or if it's what I really feel.

Uncertain and afraid.Norm or not?

If only it was a natural thing to love freely and without prejudice.

If only.
WWW.PINKDOT.SG

 Is it really this easy to be unafraid? To hope?

Tweetin' racist idiot.

Just to clarify. This screen shot is the 'Profile Page' of the person who

posted the racist remark. 

Everything tweeted here is ONLY by the person

and nobody else. 

P.S. See if you spot the 'bright spark's' twitter user name in this screen shot.

where is the line?

if it's a private twitter account, can you do this?

Life's songs.

songs that made sense to me.

People are people and sometimes we change our minds.

But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time.

It’s two a.m. Feelin’ like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know it’s not easy,easy for me. - Breathe

Sometimes breaking up with who you were is the hardest thing to do.

The gods may throw a dice

Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain 

-Winner takes it all

And you wake up one day realizing that only the pain is yours, not the fault.

Oh but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there
At the end of the day

-Broken hearted girl

Forgiveness and love can be blessing and a curse.

And I know there's no guarentees but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by

And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

-Moving on

wake up. smile. the decision as been made. one step at a time. i'm moving on.

YUM.

Oh, my God. Dancing chocolate man. Let me have a taste of you.

Change is good?

I thought a little change would be nice.

So here. A pretty boring blog.

Because I'm becoming a pretty boring person.

 I think.

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A Stumble! poke to the heart.

I fear I might not be as lucky.

Life in Random.

I will be standing right here.
waiting.
waiting.
witing.

Ice cream + Hot Day= Wild Imagination.
heh.

Custom Design tee for Bday Girl.
You love em, you wear em.

Panic at 4am.

Nurturing the designer-me. Twitter Background for Company.

14.

Ring Ring.

Yes?

I have a Delivery for you.

Oh?

I LOVE SUPRISE. 

Thank you.

Enter: 'Soul Search'.Press: 'Start'.

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Give my regards to soul and romance,
They always did the best they could
And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye
Wish me well..
You've gotta let me go
- The Killers (Human)



Lately, I've been overwhelmed with the feeling of helplessness. Not so much of what is going on in my head but more of all that has been happening around the world. Just today I heard of earthquakes in China and Bangladesh. Rising death tolls and pain around the world. Everything is changing.
The Geographical plates, the human paradigms , the Faith people have. everything is changing.
The person I once was is no more and it's sad. I miss her. But it must be done cause the person I'm becoming is better.
I feel so unworthy of all the good that I have been so blessed to receive. I've been taking and taking for so long and not giving anything. I cannot really recognise this feeling or know what I am meant to do but I think I'm experiencing what we might all refer to as soul-searching.
Who do I benefit with my existence? If I believe that we are all connected, what am I doing that can help another? What is the purpose of me on this Earth? Questioning my spirituality. Facing my hypocrisy. Clubbing, dancing, drinking and all these don't really do it for me anymore.
I don't know if you understand what i'm saying. I don't understand if even I have any idea what's happening.
But I hope Time and Life will give me some idea soon.
Or maybe you will?

Sick Song of the Year!

I'm Insane.

Hey Brick wall, it's been awhile,

how have you been?

You always had a knack of knowing

when to pop up; when to be seen.

Well, Life? Well, that ol' bugger

has been messin' with my head again.

Swingin' me like a crazy carousel

from tears, to smiles to pains.

Asking me relentlessly about my wants

my needs and the inbetweens

Boring  holes in my mind and chest,

searching for my and it's own meaning

Well ,'I don't know' seems to be

my reluctant friend of late

And sometimes I wish I could

have a decent cup o' tea with Fate

Discuss about Life, Love and 

all the others that steal my nights

In the hopes of finding a step-by-step answer to 

my prayers or at least a guide?

 Well, Brick wall, it seems Fate made other

plans so it's up to me again

And you're just doing what you do best,

laughing at me like I'm Insane.

-JU-

My Ol' Scribbles - Design Tees

I was doing some stuff at work and decided to put up some of my ol' scribbles on my blog. Hope it lookie goodie.

These and more designs are still selling on www.ldshopz.com .
Good times.

At my own pace.

Life - a seemingly endless cycle

of deja vus

Same smiles, same fears,

the return of the blues

At another crossroad I see

myself standing

These empty roads I just

seem to keep crossing

Haven't I seen these

same arrows?

Those signs look so familiar

begging me to follow

Awaiting at the end of  every decision

a patient 'should-have' &'maybe'

Hoping for yesterdays to return,

I stay still, refusing to breathe.

Alas, time passes by tickling

my wants and needs

So with every hesitant step,

I choose this turn into this street.

One glance of gratitude to the

yesterdays that stand behind me

I move into the future

groping in the darkness of uncertainty

Through the blues, a smile spreads

on my face.

Tomorrow might be hiding but I'll 

find it at my own pace.

-JU-

True OMG moment

Feel good.

Life has been pretty incredible lately. My emotions, my thoughts are slowly settling down.
I seem to be slowly getting into the balance of things. The best part is that I was able to do that was because I
started listening to my surroundings. I realized that the answers are always around.
I don't mean to get all cryptic and yoda-ish but it's defo the trutho.
I learnt about patience and communication in all relationships when couples and friends around me start breaking up. I seriosly think that there's something in the Air. Oh well. At least my head's getting less foggy.

I'm looking forward to some stuff.

First on the list : MindEdge!
That's right. I recently got hired at MindEdge to be a trainer and now I'm a trainee trainer (make sense?). Well I love it! It's all about the mind (duh!). The motivation. Mostly for children. At first, it seemed alil odd because it appeared very step ford wife-like. The others are always so hyped up and so positive. Then, I realized that it's because I was just very apprehensive to the idea of positivity. Because negativity seems more probable then being around nice positive energy. Well a change of mindset is all that's needed. Great stuff too!
When I told my friends about it, all of em said this - So You!. I love it!


Next on the things-to-be-excited-about list: The White Party!
It's a party I take very seriously since I got the best gift ever on the last party! And it's gona be HUGE this year. And of course I need to lose weight course it beach themed. That's the not-so-exciting-part. Bleagh.


OH MY GOD! I need to tell y'all this!
My friend went to Pulau Pangkil Kecil for a company retreat. And you're asking. What the hell is this place?
How good could it really be?
Well check it out - The WHOLE island was rented out to these 10 people. And the photos that came back were amazing! Of course for a mere 6k. No Biggie. HAHAHAH
Check it out your self!http://www.pangkil.com/


Here's a teaser..I want go!

E-M-O for wat?

This pic marks the intro to ma post!

At some points of one's life, one wonders - what is right?
As I grew older, I'm being faced with so many of those moments. 
do you do something to make yourself happy or let go of some happiness to make someone else comfortable although you know that what he or she is feeling is totally unreasonable!

I'm so tired of all the drama. It's been so long and I really don't want to talk about it anymore. Why grind the same ground flour? (It doesn't really hold the same effect as when you say it in Tamil, does it? oh well)

I just want to move on with my life. I've got alot of needs to fulfill; plus grappling with the idea of breaking out of my long established comfort zone. I need to start creating some kind of stability for myself. 

I need to feel useful. Cause I feel totally invisible at times, it's scary. The feeling of being unloved is not a good feeling.

people should really stop with emo drama and learn emotional control.
Or just pretend to be okay. I don't want to be nice any more.
It back fires!

Anyway.. Perez Hilton tweeted this and I thought I should share 
http://www.alternet.org/story/145842/bill_maher:_stop_saying_sex_addiction_like_it%27s_a_bad_thing/ 

okay sleep now. tomoro shall be better. or something.

peace. no crease.
Ju

Brown Me and Pink Massge.

Whoever does not know it and can no longer wonder, no longer marvel, is as good as dead, and his eyes are dimmed. It was the experience of mystery -- even if mixed with fear -- that engendered religion. A knowledge of the existence of something we cannot penetrate, our perceptions of the profoundest reason and the most radiant beauty, which only in their most primitive forms are accessible to our minds: it is this knowledge and this emotion that constitute true religiosity. In this sense, and only this sense, I am a deeply religious man... ALBERT EINSTEIN

I just read this passage as I continue stumbling upon different websites. I swear that it's the coolest program (Is it even considered  program?) for someone like me - easily bored and always looking for a new read. Anyway I agree with Mr E=mc2.He has got a point. If you think that all has been said and done, then you're as good as one of those walking zombies in 28 days later (Love the show by the way. All the other zombie shows that came after that was just plain crap!). So AL, if you're religious by that definition, then I'm right there witcha! Err..not in the ground but in spirit.. I don't mean in spirit in that sense.. I mean.OH NVM!

Anyway, alil summary of my life spilled out on the net for the world's entertainment. I had a serious bout of stomach 'something'. Spent my glorious Vday AND Bday with the always-reliable sewage system of my hood, while all my friends, upon hearing of the cancellation of my bday party, organised their own party and CALLED TO LET ME KNOW!

Then, as if that's not enough of a cry for help from my body, it broke out in the most horrendous allergy reaction. I had mozzie-bite looking bumps all over my body. I thought I was disfigured for life! Or so I panicked.
And then, it started to get better and so here I am-still walking, talking and breathing in life. Although that week sent me into panic mode and I decided to make some lifestyle changes.
My first step - Cut down on the alcohol, smokes and meat. Doing good so far. Was telling B that if I carried on like this, I'll be the perfect Hindu prospective bride! hehe. Of cos B wasn't too amused with me mentioning marriage to anyone else.
And today, I went to for a Ayurvedic Massage that rocked! The only downside is that the smell sticks so I feel like I'm being prepared to be fried or something. That's cause the nice but over-affectionate masseuse slathered oil on me. So much oil that when she told me to flip over, I was slippin' and slidin' my way around. But it felt good. I feel so refreshed! Then of course there's the wonderful Chinese dinner I had. Now I'm stuffed but happy.

Oooo.. one of my working associates said I lost weight. Whoohooo!
What can I say. I am easy like that.

So that's about it. My life in the last week. I don't really lead an interesting life eh? Maybe I should start trying. Nah! Too lazy..

Hey look what I found. A MOVIE MISTAKE IN MA FAV MOVIE! Fail!

For the unobservant *slaps her own head* , the circle is a movie crew member in cow boy hat. There's actually a whole website dedicated to these glitches. These people must've watched all the shows like a million times! I want that job!
Go Wild with your findings - http://www.moviemistakes.com


I also went to look at Colour Psychology , here are the more important pointers ( at least to me!)

• Red clothing gets noticed and makes the wearer appear heavier (duly noted! *rushes to throw away all the red*)
• Sports teams sometimes paint the locker rooms used by opposing teams bright pink so their opponents will lose energy.(Blardy Bastards!So it wasn't my fault!)
• People are more productive in blue rooms.( Interesting how we call Porn, 'Blue' films eh?)
•  Yellow enhances concentration, hence its use for legal pads. It also speeds metabolism. (My darn room is Yellow! Shit don't work for me!I'm still fat as a watermelon)
• Brown can also be sad and wistful (Next time if someone asks me why I'm so sad, I'll tell'em that it's in my skin colour.)

There were other information but I thought these concerned me best!

Well.. I'm feeling awfully sleepy. Blardy massage!

Peace,

Ju

Stumbling yet again.

I am sitting here feeling too awake. Missing my boo. Missing my sleep. And stumbling! My new hobby.
And I get smarter too. Works out fine for me.

So here are the stuff I stumbled upon that I found to be more interesting. Trust me. It's visual not too wordy cause it's friggin 2.20 A.M. That's right, Mum. I'm not in bed yet on a weekday. pfft.. Gosh I miss school days.

Anyway... Here they are..

1) Don't Ask, Don't Tell.

2)Movie Magic?


I couldn't come up with a better comment than this by the dude who posted this on LRC blog:-  
After watching this fascinating video, I was unsure whether to be impressed or depressed.

3)Did someone say FREE?
And finally http://www.freedocumentaries.org

Here you can watch some of the best documentaries for FREE! I know ya'll cheepos are out there. But it's really good AND informative AND kills time.
Try it today!*gives cheesy 1950s salesman smile*

Well that's all folks (Man, I miss looney tunes!)
Good times.

Ju



























I had to make it big cause the words are itty bitty. And they are very important. Amazing ain't it? How people can just look pass the fact that he's a genius and screw his head up for being homo. Come on, Obama, do something about it!

2)

INFIDEL

INFIDEL
lips that drip lust
touch that inflames the soul
fear of the inevitable
deniance of the obvious
desperate yearning for forbidden acts
daren't i meet those eyes for fear of a fall so dire
not a lifetime but just a moment's feast
one night of two bodies crumbling together; no strings between the kiss
feelings;mutual. truth; denied
for she has her own
and i have mine. 

Something I wrote a long time ago. When I standing at life's many crossroads. To cheat or not?

Sexual fluidity

"Sexuality is like fluid"
Inspired by Shane's dialogue from the L Word

I'm testing out ping.fm! let's see if I'm CONNECTO the err.. connected?

Longing at 17!

This image was my 'classroom masterpiece' (that's what I like to call it) when I was 17 and totally bored during a lecture. I dubbed 'Longing' and felt as if I connected with it.

Here's the best part. ALL DONE IN PEN! so no mistakes were allowed. AND done within an hour (cause that's how long lectures last!)
Hope you like it. Leave a comment or Tweet about it!

I stumbled upon

Today, I StumbledUpon tons of website that were just super amazing! I was thoroughly lifted from my crabby mode.

This is one of the website I went to. It was so damn amazing ...
www.thebigview.com/pastlife/

It actually tells you who you might be in your past life. There was some kinda truth in it for me. Apparently I'm a revolutionary South Arabian Woman who is big on spirituality.

Another website, I was thrown into was a wikipedia page that defines the different types of loves.

The triangular theory of love is a theory of love developed by psychologist Robert Sternberg. The theory characterizes love within the context of interpersonal relationships by three different components. It is quite interesting. Go check it out: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Triangular_theory_of_love

And just for the heck, Go check this out as well.. It's really quite interesting. It's from a OLD candid camera show that displays how Peer pressure, or any kind of group pressure usually changes someone. It's pretty funny.

Criminal Records Search

I was wasting my time (or being more useful to the world than doing my job) on Google Toolbar Button Gallery and this is what I found:-

Criminal Records Search

Quickly check the criminal background of any person in the US using this tool. Search national and state records, court records, prison and department of corrections, and sex offender records



THIS IS GREAT!

I think we need one of these for Singapore! Imagine all the marriages we'll save. All the time we'll spare, trying to brush off the thought that maybe the person I'm sleeping with is a psychopath.

All the time we'll have to do better things than to fall in love with con artist.

I know. The yellow ribbon project will not do so well but ya know what, a yellow ribbon does not change minds. People do. And seriosly, if you wana really be altruistic, you will, irregardless of a yellow ribbon or not.

Anyway, this can be a new app for facebook. It'll be fun.

Think about it, FB people!