work..break... work.. work.. work

Sometimes you love something or someone so much you disregard the other pieces of this jigsaw puzzle of a life.

I've buried myself in my Pract and absorbed all my attention unto the sports related to it and unrelated to it like running, that I forget one simple yet absolutely important thing, that DIWALI is approaching!!.. My mum is tryin to understand but I guess she's got her limits. Doesn't help that everyone in this family's hard-headed and has a short fuse.

bah.. guess i can't please everyone eh.But then again I should choose who i please wisely.hmmm.

Anyway Iorganised a halloween party with Addy for Tpiranhas and thought we did an awesome job. I mean, the girls all had fun and I very cunningly took it as an opporunity to work on rapport. But I don't think it's an issue. Sometimes I think, too much rapport is gona be the problem. They get too absorbed into the jokes and the fun, they forget the purpose.

And I hope we get the office for liberaldreamz real soon. It would really help with the focus and give me a place to focus at. I feel liberaldreamz could really become something, we just need more discipline than we have now.

I've decided to place tiny fitness goals so I don't put on a million pounds in 2 days cause, from experience, I know it's possible. Especially since meat cravings are being more and more frequent. Gosh! I soo need my meat and RICE! It's like ultimate reason for increasing the pounds but , hey, I love my food and stoppin is not really a valid option. But exercising is. And sometimes, that's scarier.

Anyway.. my next target's to run10km for the standard chartered in an hour. We'll see how that feels huh? I'm not really going to sign up for it because I don't really use the bags and stuff in it, I guess I'm just gona crash and run the route. What they gona do? Throw me unto oncoming traffic? wait.. i think i better check this one out.

So there:- 10km in 1 hour on 2nd Dec.

That leaves me another month. I could work out and use the NTUC BEACH FUN TOUCH RUGBY as a marker of how fit i really am. Besides I need to at least look good if i am going to participate in a sports carnival! hehe.. glamour always wins hands down.

okok.. me back to work.. Ju out!